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Wagahai 05
mood: 
depressed
depressedSomething bad happened to me..
So i didn't really have the mood to come in here or do whatever i wanted to do..
[PRIVATE] I had broke up with Koyama sensei a few days back then..
It's painful for me to let go of him..
But i don't want to be a big burden to him..
I must be strong enough..
I MISS KEI CHAN..[PRIVATE]
I saw Uchi just after my class and he asked if I will be going for the trip next week..
I told him I not going but he dragged me and submitted my name in..
So i will be going there with him..
Hope he wont left me there alone and play by himself..
I am dying out there without knowing about you Chibi. Even if as a friend, let me be close to you, please...I want to tell you my feelings about it too....
I wrote about it in a PM in my diary, but I think you dont read it anymore. Please, being without you, not knowing how you are being it´s killing me.
I will see you soon enough, Koyama sensei..
Kato kun, can you promise to me to take care about yourself? Your body and...alltogether. Please, make it a promise.
This Kato kun and Koyama sensei hurts...
and get more sleep instead of relying more on coffee..