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Oct. 15th, 2009

Shige 12

Wagahai 05

Sorry for not updating for long..
Something bad happened to me.. 
So i didn't really have the mood to come in here or do whatever i wanted to do..

[PRIVATE] I had broke up with Koyama sensei a few days back then..
It's painful for me to let go of him..
But i don't want to be a big burden to him..
I must be strong enough.. 
I MISS KEI CHAN..[PRIVATE]

I saw Uchi just after my class and he asked if I will be going for the trip next week..
I told him I not going but he dragged me and submitted my name in..
So i will be going there with him.. 
Hope he wont left me there alone and play by himself..



Oct. 3rd, 2009

Shige 05

Wagahai 04

I am back with some update.. ^^
This week, i went to see Sawada finally with Kei chan..
and that really the end for me and Sawada..
I am so relieved.. 

I don't know why but i got a very bad feeling..
about what i am not so sure.. 
but i am sure it's concerning someone who is close to me..
Kei chan? Ryo chan? Ohkura kun? Mum? Dad?
I am not sure.. 
well i shouldn't be thinking much.. 
guess i am too tense up..

Oh.. Ya, Before me logging off..
here i am wishing Higashiyama Kocho a Happy Belated birthday..


Sep. 21st, 2009

Shige 10

Wagahai 03

I didn't realsied that it had been a month since i updated here..
Well, Alot of things happened whithin this month...
and i don't really have the mood to come in here and write..
GOMEN..

Just last week..
My mum and dad asked me to be back home..
They told me that Dad had been transfer back to Osaka...
and they will have to move back..
so they asked if i wants to go back with them and transfer to the school there or just stay..
I have not gave them an answer yet..
I will discuss it with Kei chan..
Dad told me i can stay here and he trusted Kei chan in looking after me..

Then.. That guy, had been caught by the police..
Kei chan is the one who called up the police..
the police are now trying to fix a date for me to go to the police station..
Well, of course i am afraid to see him..
But Kei chan promised me that he will be there with me..

Oh.. last saturday, Kei invited the whole school to his mum ramen shop.. 
and most of them came..
And i helped to took cared of Ren..
He is cute.. ^^

then i will end off here.. jya ne.. ^^


Aug. 5th, 2009

Shige 10

Wagahai 02

It's had been weeks since i updated on my dairy.. Recently, Ryo chan have been accompanying me much.. He had been dragging me out for food.. this week, Ryo chan been treating me for yakuniku, ramen, takoyaki and all sort of foods.. You know, I am getting fatter if he and Kei chan keep feeding me foods..

[Private]This few days, I keep dreaming of Sawada.. It's making me losing my sleep again.. Well, i shouldnt be saying this here, cos Kei chan will see this and worry about me again. Just wanna write it out. If not i will start to think about them.[/Private]

Kei chan not in the school for a week and i am missing him.. He told me that he need to attend seminar for young artists. But it's ok. I really have to show Kei chan that i will be alright even if he is not with me for a week. So that when he has to go over for some seminar again, He can stop worrying about me right. ^^


Jul. 14th, 2009

Shige 11

My past life.


Just recently, I saw that jerk and it made my nightmare back again. I not sure why he is aroud my area again but i got years didnt saw him. I am not sure again if he is her to find me to take me back and force me things that i don't like to do or here to revenge. I didn't even wanted to step out of the room. Just wanna have Wagahai, Kei, Ryo, Ohkura kun and Sakurai sempai around. Sorry to let you guys worry about me. Especially Kei chan. I know Ryo chan, Ohkura kun and Sakurai sempai dosen't know about my pst. So i will just write in here.

Back in my old school, I had this very best of friend because of me, He's dead. His name is Shin. I got to know Shin was because he saved me from that jerk. Sawada, THAT JERK NAME. He.. he... was my boyfriend for a year. At age of 13 that time, while walking home from school, a few Senior high bullyers was bullying me. They pushed me down the river and i was almost drowned. Sawada was saw the drowning me and without thinking saved me from the river. A few days later, while walking back home, Sawada came up adn ask me to be his girlfriend. I declined it. But he keep harassing me after that and one day, he threathed me that if i don't agreed to it, He will asked some of his friend to do something to me, So i agreed to his request.

Not long after that, He bought me to the pub, club and places those teenagers can't entered. He forced me to drink beer and let the others touch me. So one day, I was so angry with him, i stood up and wanted to walk away. But her grabbed my hand and then pushed me down on his bed and he raped me. Sawada told me to keep quiet about this and if ever anyone knoes this, He will tell this to everyone and to my parents. So i avoided him for days. the 4th day, he was standing infront of my school gate waiting for me. I ran away the moment i saw him but he managed to catch up with me and throw me onto th e wall and forcefully kissing me. I struggled and was no use, He was much stronger then me, That was when Shin came to my rescue. He went over, grabbed me and we ran away. Ever since that day, he had been protected me but the days never seems to be long.

2 weeks later, Sawada send someone to take revenge to him because of the breakup i suggested. They only wanted to play with him for taking me away but who knows that they pulled him up high and just leave him there with a chair. But Shin struggled and knocked off the chair. I killed Shin. It's me who killed Shin. If Shin didn't rescue me, If Shin didn't know me, Nothing will hapened to him.

I really missed him alot. If he didn't died, We will be attending the same school. Here. 

Jul. 7th, 2009

Shige 02

Wagahai 01

From now on, i will name my dairy as Wagahai.. ^^

On our anniversary, Kei brought me to the beach to watch the sunrise. It was really beautiful.

It's had been a week since Kei chan is not in school and the school is really dead. Higashi kocho is not doing anything at the moment. Ryo been busy with Ohkura kun and Sakurai sempai is not in the room often. That leave only me alone in the room and alone everywhere i went. Just 2 days ago, I was down with fever. 39.6 degree. I was asleep for 2 days. and right now, I am alright.

I have been thinking for the past few days and I really have to take the initative to get Kei's happy right? I have not been a really good boyfriend to him. I always make him sad, make him angry with me, make him cry.

After my last experience of having a boyfriend, I am really scared to start a new relationship. But Thanks to Kei chan who have make me know what LOVE really could be. No physically hurt. I tend to get injury everytime. That when my best friend was there when i needed helped. but he....... is gone........ I MISS YOU BADLY, SHIN..

Kei chan will be back tonight. I am not sure if he wants to see me when he is back but i will still go over to his room to wait for him.

then i will end off here.

Jun. 28th, 2009

Shige 06

28th June 2009

Been days since i have come up here and write in..

Firstly, Have to congrate Kei chan being promoted to Vice principal. OMEDETOU.. ^^

have been craving to go to the beach at night. Actaully wanted Ryo chan to bring me out. But look like he is busy with Ohkura kun and i promised Ohkura kun too if he played a game with me, I will not go and find or bother Ryo for a month.. ^^ hehe.

went on a double date with Kei, Ryo and Ohkura.. Well, During the date, Me and Ohkura was the one who decided to go here and there.. we will go on another date again ok. This time we can asked Maru,Koki and Tego/Massu.. ^^

[/TO KEI CHAN] Thanks again for the onigiri making. Actually thought of just buying from the cafeteria. But the announcement just make me forgot all about food again. hehe. and the date too. Thanks for accompanying me the places that i really wanted to go. I LOVE YOU KEI CHAN.[/KEI CHAN]

[/TO RYO CHAN] A promise is a promise. ^^ [/RYO CHAN]

[/to sakurai sempai] WHERE DID YOU WENT?? SELDOM SEE YOU IN THE ROOM... [/SAKURAI SEMAPI]

Jun. 22nd, 2009

Shige 01

Classes. HUNGRYYYYY!!!


School starting and i have been enjoying every classes.

Koyama sensei arts class

It's my first time me, using my hands to draw the classroom. I know it's not nice. But i tried my very best to draw. here it is.


Koichi sensei music class.
i get to play guitar on our first lesson and i really like it. ^^

recently, Kei chan have been spending more of his time with me and we cook in his little kitchen. It's been a long time since i have eaten something that was nice. I really enjoyed it. ^^

[To Kei chan] Thanks for the dinner that day. Your chaahan was really nice. Let's cook it together again. ^^[/To Kei chan]

[To Ohkura kun] Dateeeeeeeeeee.... ok.... hehe.. [/To Ohkura kun]

well, I am sort of hungry again.. but it's late.. and Sakurai sempai is asleep.. so i am going to just get some sleep and find something to eat tomorrow. Jya ne.

Jun. 6th, 2009

Shige 12

[5th June 2009] Visiting Shige. (OPEN)

Characters : Everyone in Kurogin who wants to join in.

It's been 2 days since Shige have been discharged. But what he have been doing was sleeping on his bed when he stepped into his room. But he is really bored. Some how, Shige hoped that someone will just come and visit him. Since Ryo won't be coming to his room for the time being.

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Jun. 4th, 2009

Shige 12

[4th June 2009] Discharged.

It's me, Shige. Sorry to let everyone worry about me. I have been discharged ffrom the hospital and I am fine now. Just that i am still having slight headache if I think too much. But no worries I will be back to normal. Right now, I still can't get off from my bed. Ryo will kill me if i did that. So he asked me to just stayed on the bed. But i am bored, Ryo told me that i am still weak. so i can't get out. But i am prefectly fine. Just that my voive is soft and I am tired that all.Ryo worried too much. 

I have missed out the outing. But Ryo told me that it's fun. How i wished to be there. I wanted to go.T_T 

Arghhhh.. Ryo coming in. Have to go now.. If he see me using the computer, He will confiscate it.. Then jya ne..

SORRY MINNA TO MAKE YOU GUYS WORRY.

Jun. 1st, 2009

Shige 12

[1st June] Shige wokes up. (OPEN)

Characters : Kato Shigeaki, Nishikido Ryo, Koyama Keiichiro

Shige felt that he had been sleeping for a long time. When he opened his eye, He saw white celling and beeping sound coming out from the machine. "Where am I?" Shige thought to himself. But was started when he heard someone answer him.

May. 30th, 2009

Shige 05

Shigeaki Kato...

Shigeaki Kato Basic Profile

Birthday : 11th July
Age : 16
Grade : 10th
Borned : Osaka, Japan

Some Facts about Shigeaki Kato

=> Mostly Being call as Shige.
Call me Aki only by my Parents or Kei chan

=> Very Quiet

=> Love to bury himself in piles of books

=> 3 main IMPORTANT persons to him.
- KOYAMA KEIICHIRO
- Nishikido Ryo
- Ohkura Tadayoshi

=> Easy to be a bullied target
(That's why Kei and Ryo look after him)

=> Easy going person, Get along well with others

=> Get tense up easily

May. 26th, 2009

Shige 12

[26/MAY]Hyper active Shige (Open)

[Characters involved:Koyama Keiichiro, Shigeaki Kato...]

Shige was happy that they have moved back to the Old kurogin. From morning till now, Shige had practically going over to the school to find some new friends and what surprised himwas that, 2 sempai of him invited him out for a drink and he had just came back. Instead of going over to his dorm, He went over to find his boyfriend, Kei at his dorm.

While arriving in his room, Shige practically just bounce opened the door and skipped in. "KEI CHANNNNNN ~~~"

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