From now on, i will name my dairy as Wagahai.. ^^
On our anniversary, Kei brought me to the beach to watch the sunrise. It was really beautiful.
It's had been a week since Kei chan is not in school and the school is really dead. Higashi kocho is not doing anything at the moment. Ryo been busy with Ohkura kun and Sakurai sempai is not in the room often. That leave only me alone in the room and alone everywhere i went. Just 2 days ago, I was down with fever. 39.6 degree. I was asleep for 2 days. and right now, I am alright.
I have been thinking for the past few days and I really have to take the initative to get Kei's happy right? I have not been a really good boyfriend to him. I always make him sad, make him angry with me, make him cry.
After my last experience of having a boyfriend, I am really scared to start a new relationship. But Thanks to Kei chan who have make me know what LOVE really could be. No physically hurt. I tend to get injury everytime. That when my best friend was there when i needed helped. but he....... is gone........ I MISS YOU BADLY, SHIN..
Kei chan will be back tonight. I am not sure if he wants to see me when he is back but i will still go over to his room to wait for him.
then i will end off here.